Have you ever watched a movie and it jumps to a dream sequence and then back to reality? Only to leave you slightly confused as to what is real and what is not. This is how the last week of my life has felt. Last Tuesday started just like any other day, with my fiancee’s alarm clock going off at 4:15 a.m. waking me up as he slept through it. Eventually, he got out of bed and took his morning shower. His co-worker arrived at the house at 5 a.m. just like every other day and off they went to work. Shortly after they left the house, I called Chris just to tell him to be careful because the weather was bad. Not long after my phone call, he was tragically taken from us.
Now instead of planning our wedding, working on our house and just living for the future, I have had to plan his funeral, say goodbye, and look to the future without him by my side.
Deep down inside I know I need to face the truth, but for now I just feel like this is all one big dream sequence.